May 2011
4 posts
dreamin
is it possible to wake up from a dream crying? apparently it is… my dream last night was a normal one, weird and random. but the feelings i felt in it were real. i was yelling at a friend because i had pent up anger about many things and they mentioned my mom. i ran into my bedroom in the dream and started balling. then i woke up from the dream with tears down my cheeks. needless to say i...
Listen
holla
wow. it’s been like a couple months since i’ve updated. not sure who still follows, but as of right now i’m living in Ptbo and i finally have a job! i work at the bingo place here. it’s pretty funny, i didn’t know bingo was so popular. so many dabber bags and different coloured dabbers. some people set up their spot with like trophies and little good luck charms,...
Anonymous asked: Do you goto trent university?? I was thinking of going there after highschool. is it really as chill as people say??
March 2011
3 posts
updates
sooo, i turn 20 tomorrow! happy birthday to me :) didn’t plan anything per se this year. just plain old going out to my favourite club tonight. my birthday present to myself is a tattoo that honours my grandpa’s recent depart from this world, and also a much bigger piece that has to do with the music that has helped me through some rough times in my past. the appointment is booked and...
February 2011
16 posts
the hardest journey →
originally, this was posted as “A Mother’s Journey” but i changed it a bit because this isn’t just a mother’s journey. this is the journey of all of David’s family and friends. this hits right at home with my grandpa’s recent death. it is so very very hard…so so hard to see a loved one suffer, with nothing you can do but to just hold their hand....
Billie’s my main giiiiiiiiiirl <3
“it’s sad but then if you really accept the fact that, that’s just...”
– a.g.
life is so very strange. i know that everyone has to go at some point. but it’s a really weird feeling to know and feel a person when they were alive, and then seeing their lifeless body. the last time i held his hand was around 5:30am…and when i woke up, he was gone within a couple of hours. mortified. i’ve never seen someone die before, till now.
January 2011
4 posts
eulogy
Today we are commemorating one of the most influential people in my life. I am not who I am, today, right now, without my Grandpa. He helped raise my brother and I when our mom passed away. He walked us to our first day of school. He picked us up after school and watched us play. He really loved his grandchildren, and it showed. I used to have a lot of stomach aches and he was the one who rubbed...
“nothing new to say, nothing to report cause the future happened yesterday”
– circa
musical therapy
i guess there are different ways of dealing with the downs of life for everyone. for me, fortunately, there’s music. music like circa survive puts me in a trance. all i need is music to surround my thoughts and feelings for me to be in a better place. without music, i would be the most boring person and i’d probably just hate life. there needs to be a soundtrack to every chapter in...
August 2010
1 post
“with an effortless smile you pervade to be…always in between aisles they...”
– circa survive <3
July 2010
1 post
love is
love should be easy. it should be comfortable and happy. but it’s also hard to maintain. love should be dramatic, because love is. it should be intense and full of emotion and passion, because love is. doesn’t matter what you think the future holds, if at the present, your love doesn’t feel like this, then maybe it isn’t.
May 2010
1 post
